I’m just posting this to say goodbye. Everyone is asleep now. I’m alone. I can finally do this without someone finding me and stopping me again. After I post this, I’m taking my loaded gun, and I’m going to go for a walk, where I’m alone and won’t bother anyone with the sound of the gun going off. I’m going to finally do it. I’m not even scared, or anything. I’m relieved. This moment has finally come. My last moment has finally come.
I already left out my suicide notes. One of my friends has the password to this blog, and I told him he can further explain why I’m doing this, or answer any questions anyone may have. I’m sorry I couldn’t stay strong. But please don’t give up your fight for recovery because I gave up. You can do this. I wish you all the best in life. I really appreciated all your best wishes and support. I’m sorry to inform you that this is Goodbye.